Tonight's workout had it's up and downs. I really need to work on my squats. I really suck at them. I couldn't do the back squats and that was disappointing. I really didn't like the alternative given but it is what it is. I was cut back on the run to half and to half the squats of everyone else.
I really don't like this scaling back crap. I know I'm not up to par with everyone else and I understand the coaches are looking out for me and what is best. But DAMN IT I'm really wanting to do what is put on the board. One coaches pushes me the hardest and I think that's why I give him the hardest time. The more he pushes the more I really do want to try. The easier the other coaches are on me just makes me not push and try as hard.
I know the longer I take the longer the workout lasts for the coaches. And I really am trying to remember they know what's best. So for now, I will do what the coaches tell me and continue to work on my squats since they seem to be the backbone to all the other exercises.
On a positive note I weighed myself this morning and I've lost 17.5lbs according to my scale. So that does make me happy! It's a start of a long journey but oh so worth it.
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