Just wonder...

“Grace”

For time: 3:35
30 Clean and Jerks (55)

and

“Isabel”

For time: 2:13
30 Snatches (55)

 

This was not my favorite workout.  I was trying to hold in my frustration of not getting the lifts right.  I was feeling like I was jumping but evidently I'm not.  I know I feel my feet come off the floor but I'm told they aren't.  I just don't know how to make it happen.  I just wanted to throw the bar across the room.  I just don't know how to make my legs and hips move the way they're supposed to.  I walked out tonight just wanting to give up.  I know it can't be any fun for the coach having to repeatedly tell me how to do these moves and I don't get it.  Sometimes I wonder if he would rather I don't show up.  I really want to get the hang of all these moves.  I watched his feet and movements hoping I would get it right at least once and it never happened.  Just wonder if that one day will ever come where I can do all this stuff.