Thankful

Just when I thought my body was going to say it needed to rest I'm finding myself with some energy I didn't realize I had.  I don't know if it's getting to bed a little earlier (still need to work on that) or something else I haven't figured out. 


I know I complain a lot and dread doing so many of the movements but I'm glad I'm doing them and being pushed.  I have moments that I feel like I'll never learn some of these movements.  And then it's the little things that remind me eventually I'll figure it out.  Just the 2 times that the coach took to demonstrate the modified burpee which didn't take but a minute or 2 made all the difference and letting me try after the WOD.  Before then I didn't think I'd ever grasp the movement.  Now, I think I have a chance.  I know it's something simple and mindless to everyone else but for some reason I get confused and the movements get twisted in my head. 


Then the lifts that left me feeling like why try yesterday morning and then getting the chance to try again in the evening made a big difference.  I really want to figure those lifts out.  I just don't know how. 


I am thankful I'm allowed to come to gym as much as I do and ask for all the help that I do and get it.  I don't know many other places that would allow that.  I know I couldn't afford my coach if he charged me by the hour and it won't surprise me if prices go up and I wouldn't blame him.  I'd find a way to still do it though.  I am very lucky to be at the box where I'm at!!!  And he thinks I'd try to hurt him with boxing gloves - LOL!  He doesn't know me that well... one punch from him and I'd be out.